I find myself here as a blanket of darkness surrounds me. My arms are bent to form perfect right angles against my back. The soft Japanese rope silken to my skin as small plumes of flesh escape at either side of the bind. My wrists are one atop the other, partners in the challenge of maintaining the required position. From the ladder laced between my parallel arms spawns a woven road to an anchor point in the ceiling. A slight ache emerges from the inflexibility of my muscles; an ache transforms into pleasure as I breathe into the binds, allowing them to become one with my own flesh. My sight removed from me. I now stare into a darkness that is as endless as my determination to withstand what may. In the end, You will be proud of my will, King. I will make You proud.
“Challenge me”, I whisper to You as You place five heavy, beautiful beads of stainless steel inside of my sex. You seal my fate with a kiss before commanding me to spread my legs wider, marking two areas on the floor with a material I can feel on the pads of my toes. I imagine a thick glue holds my place, unable to slip, unable to budge. As the space between my thighs expands, I become a vice around the spheres internal. The metal seeming to surpass my body heat, feeling like small orbs of pure sexual energy within me. Steely, my determination to impress You. Tight for You. Watch what Your treasured cunt can do for You…
My walls dripping of sweet glaze. My focus intermittently interrupted with the thud of my favorite flogger. The scent of deer hide leather fills the room – intoxicating. I find myself in a crux of ecstasy. Each thud upon my athletic thighs and my thick ass transports me higher. A drunken relaxation veils over my body as the autumn breeze. I’m both equally vexed and utterly seduced.
My stubbornness exhaled with every breath as the air smells of my obedient defiance. You have transitioned to a device for punishment. Oh, and You know me so well, so fluent in the language of me and my capable vessel. You lay the gauntlet before me, my King. With each calculated strike, my mind becomes a fogged street. An intoxicated haze fills the space surrounding a deliberate focus, as a single beam of light through a heavy mist. Thoughts break themselves from the ray, slightly fractionated, but the focus remains. My head begins to bow as my body gives way onto the binds for support, my fortitude gives way to frustration as I teeter a pencil thin line – one side of temerity and the other surrender. My head falls in acquiescence, my hair a waterfall of my succumbing pride flowing before me. Your strong hand grips my chin as if Your hands cupped together to catch the spill, offering the liquid back to my lips. I feel Your breath as You slowly and purposefully move your lips over my neck and to my ear. Your words, a deep and calm whisper, grab my attention like a thunder clap that rattles through the quietest of nights:
“Beloved, you will keep your chin up. You are my warrior, my valkyrie. You will hold your head with pride because I am proud to have you as Mine. Proud to have you by My side, fighting any battle life may put before us. I’m proud to have you on My arm, to show you off to the world. Proud to leave My mark on you, My claim inside of you. Mine. The punishment I give you is not to belittle or break you; My punishment is to build you up and make you stronger. I will correct your behavior when I need to, and I will help you be better. You are My wife, My beloved whore, My warrior and greatest ally. Show Me how strong and capable you are, My valkyrie. Do not let Me see you drop your chin again.”
I immediately correct, the fog lifts, and I’m standing in a meadow of absolute mental clarity. I am Your valkyrie! We have many conquered battles behind us and we have some wars before us. This ax of insolence I wield at the world – this ax is not for You. The shield I adorn keeping a true “me” from view – this shield is not for You. Ego, the steed that carries me and rides me on high – he is not for You. The many wounded in my wake, in the name of You and my love for You – You will never find yourself among them. Casualties, they were far too weak for me. I have always been strong enough for You.
Lifting my head, I note a heightened awareness of my value, my preciousness. The heart that smolders within my chest – this heart is for You. My flesh before You; full breasts, wide hips, physical feminine wiles, tethered and tied – My flesh for You. The strength inside resides – Empowered by You. I rise because I’m me. I hold my head higher due to You.
As You continue to correct me, to build me, I will show You. My King, look at my strength, see my devotion. Look at what I can do for You.